I started off with a joke in my apology because i wanted you to remember how i was how i used to be. care free and fun. i miss you so much it hurts all over. And you gave me the chance to talk. That’s all i had asked from you. And now i cant call any more. You didnt answer my apology and I guess that because your done. You cant let yourself get hurt again. You cant allow me to walk all over you. I love you more then i did before. And i know im going to get over this. I realize that this isnt the end of the world. I know in in my heart that no matter what we are going to get back together. I know sooner or later you and Sarah will end and you’ll be missing me and I’ll be here waiting. But it kills me that I’m not with you now. It hurts so much that the way im feeling now is the way you were feeling, that i gave you this pain and this lonesomeness . the tugging at my hurt and the emptiness in my stomach. I’ll always love you. So so much.
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